14 Women Share The One Anxiety That Haunted Them Most When They Were Pregnant

Women have been giving birth since the beginning of day, which stimulates it seem like pregnancy and parenthood should be the most joyful, natural experience ever. But the truth is, many females feel scared. Even frightened. Yet its hard to express these concerns out loud, for fear of being judged. And although there may not has become a one-size-fits-all answer for this, sometimes it simply helps to know youre not alone. I talked with 14 mothers, and they shared the one fear that haunted them most.

1. Trying, and failing.

” My husband and I started talking about having kids after wed get married two years, and although I supposed I was ready, I detected myself stalling. It wasnt because I was afraid of actual motherhood, but because I was worried about trying and not getting pregnant. I didnt want our sexuality life, and entire existence, to become that. The unknown paralyzed me .” Jen

2. Knowledge is not bliss.

” As a nurse, Id watched all of the things that can go wrong with pregnancies and childbirth, and this completely freaked me out when it came is high time to having kids of my own. I could only focus on the potential problems. I wished I didnt know so much .” Samantha

3. The pain.

” This might sound superficial, but I dont handle ache well, and every story Id heard about childbirth was full of gory details and terribleness. I stressed about this throughout my entire pregnancy, and I was so embarrassed that I merely told two close friends , not even my mom .” Avery

4. Diseases and disorders.

” Im a researching-type, so when I was pregnant, I checked out every website possible. I learned about all of these scary cancers. I couldnt imagine creating a child with a lifelong genetic disorder or something. How would I handle this ?” Talia

5. A altered in the birth plan.

” I was 100% set on doing a drug-free childbirth with a doula and everything, and so the thing that scared me most was that this wouldnt be able to happen. I know like four women who objective up having emergency C-sections. I know this sounds very first-world. But it was my anxiety .” Kayla

6. Sex after baby.

” Totally honestly? I had no sex drive while I was pregnant, and this only got worse as my stomach got huge and I felt our son kicking inside me. I worried I would never feel attractive, or attracted to my boyfriend, ever again .” Veronica

7. Work/ life balance.

” When I got pregnant, Id been working for seven years as an accountant. I loved my job, and I didnt want a newborn to change this. I wanted to be a successful working mama. But I considered a lot of my friends waver once they had children. Some of them became stay-at-home moms. Others stressed about leaving their child for work. I wanted to still love my job, and have a child, but I wasnt sure how this would look .” Katherine

8. Bonding with baby.

” The truth is that Ive never truly been into newborns. Like I dont stop mothers on the street and fawn over their children, and Im not really even into my friends babies. Deep down, Ive always wanted small children of my own child, but when I was pregnant with my daughter, I wondered, What if I give birth, and the doctor sets her on my chest, and I dont feel anything? The possibility scared me .” Zoey

9. Postpartum depression.

” Ive fought with depression and nervousnes since my late teens, so I was very familiar with the word postpartum depression. It almost attained me not have children, because I knew I would be at risk, and you hear these terrible tales of women who do horrifying things. The minute I found out I was pregnant I started discussing this with my doctor, and even though I knew there were medications that were safe during pregnancy and breastfeeding, I still preoccupied about it .” Victoria

10. Single parenting.

” So anyway, my pregnancy was unexpected, to say the least. I wasnt even in a serious relationship. This alone constructed me feel ashamed. But after a lot of suppose, I decided to keep the newborn, which entail I had to think about the raising a kid on my own. Its terrifying, thinking of doing everything yourself. Something inside me said I could do it, but this didnt entail I wasnt full of self-doubt .” Lanie

11. Identity.

I had my son in my late thirties, and Id already established a fulfilling life: career, travelling, adventures. I did not want to give that up. Id worked too hard for it! In the first weeks of my pregnancy, before I was demonstrating, it was easy to tell myself nothing would change. But later on, as I grew larger, it was obvious things had. I looked and felt like a different person. Deep down, this really scared me. Cheri

12. Body image.

” Ive always been athletic, and my free time is all about surfing, operating, cycling. It was really hard for me to give that stuff up in later pregnancy. I missed it, a lot. Especially because my body changed so muchI gained 50 poundsand I kept hearing about how girls never lose that last ten pounds of baby weight. I didnt know if Id ever be strong and lean again .” Maddie

13. The boredom.

” Im a driven person whos efficient and great at multi-tasking, and I was super aroused when I found out I was pregnant! But as I started reading, and buying stuff, and get a nursery ready, I started worrying that Id be bored with a newborn. Changing diapers? Lots of laundry? Bottles and formula? It all seemed like it might be very slow and not exciting .” Rachel

14. Lack of sleep.

” I love my sleep, and when I havent “ve had enough”, its a bad situation. I slept a million hours during my pregnancy to like stock up or something. But inside I was not at all looking forward to sleep deprivation. I fretted Id be a constantly bitchy new mom .” Frankie

Check out Carrie’s memoir WILD MAMA here .

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